Child of Our Lady

So Why The Priest Shortage in Roman Catholicism?

2009-05-28T19:54:00.000-07:00

So last week I had the privilege of watching the movie "Fishers of Men" which is a film promoting the priesthood. I got to thinking about why there seems to be a shortage of priests these days, particularly young priests, and what with the priest scandals that have happened rather recently- Fr. Alberto in particular. I compiled a list of my musings as to why there are such problems.

1. We don't pray for priests, seminarians, and for solid vocations in general nearly as much as we should. The work that those in the priesthood do is very hard and demanding. The devil also likes to go after them especially because of the role that they play as pastors and leaders in their congregation and to all of the faithful. He knows how important they are and if he can snatch away a priest or a potential priest that truly is called then this has a very significant effect on the church.

2. There is such horrible catechesis in so called catholic schools, parishes, youth groups, and especially in families. What with so few learning about the faith and what it really means, the beauty of the priesthood often fails to be seen. And what with catechists and even their families not living out the faith, then many young men don't realize what being catholic is all about and even leave the church.

3. Real manhood is greatly lacking and is under attack. How many positive male role models do young men have? Many of them have had negative relationships with their fathers. Some never even met him, perhaps at some point he abandoned the family, treated his mother with dishonor, worked so many hours that he ignored his wife and children, was abusive in some way, was distant, or made his son think that he wasn't good enough for him.

Manhood in our messed up world often means to see women as nothing more than objects to be used and lorded over or really that a man needs to have domination over people in general. They are taught to compete against others particularly against other men for whatever it is that they want no matter what the cost even at the price of morality and their own dignity and the dignity of others, so that they can be on top and have as many accomplishments as possible as far as the world goes for what a successful life is.

When are men ever taught God's vision of true manhood? How many men know what the masculine genius even is? When are they told that the root of the word masculine is "virtue" and when are they taught how to live that out? Since when are young men taught how to treat a woman with honor, which is apart of being a real man? We can see that they are not because of the prevalence of pornography, masturbation, hook ups, using and dominating over women often with violence, and the lack of the practice of making attempts to protect and stick up for them. We live in a world where we wonder who we are, search for meaning and fulfillment that we cannot find, and are looking for true love but we don't know how to go about any of this. In such an atmosphere being a real man is possible but not easy to say the least. In the words of one priest from the film Fishers of Men, "It takes a real man to be a priest." If manhood is so misunderstood no wonder there is such a shortage of priests.

4. Real womanhood is greatly lacking and under attack. This ties in very much with #3 in that men and women complement and bring out the best in each other. The feminine genius often teaches men what the masculine genius is and how to live it out and vice verse. Very much of the radical feminist movement that is so prevalent today is anti-man and anti-woman which causes a great deal of pain, confusion, disrespect, and all that is not love which everyone is truly longing for.

As it is said by Sister Joseph Andrew of the Dominican Sisters of Mary Mother of the Eucharist when I heard her speak, that according to the Theology of the Body women, particularly female religious authentically living out true femininity helps to teach priests (and I'd personally like to add in men in general) how to live out their vocation. So if we really want to promote the priesthood, the influence of a female religious can significantly turn the tide.

5. We live in an all about me society and in it the sacrifices that a priest makes are seen as burdens. Afterall a great deal of time, effort, and patience is required and of course one must be celibate. So many men both young and old only see what they would be losing but not what they would be gaining. They have their eyes on the crosses along the way which is only the beginning but fail to see what lies at the end-The Resurrection.

6. We also live in a society where people are trying to take God more and more out of the world. It's typically seen as weird to show piety and to stick to one's religious beliefs despite popular opinion. Heck, being a solid catholic is being seen as really hard core, going against the grain. It's not easy being catholic and being as radical as becoming a priest is even more so. Even wearing the attire of a priest is bold for everyone can see who you are and what you are about. People see that you give your entire life to God. Because of their witness in the priestly wear many people come up to them asking their advice, paying them a complement for the work that they do, request that he hear their confession, and chat with them about Catholicism.

Many people bring up that if we got rid of the celibacy practice that the numbers of Catholic priests would greatly increase. True, there may be more but is that what is best for the Church or would that cause more problems?

Balancing work and family these days is hard enough without the amount of work necessary to be a priest. Some parishes can't afford youth ministers, or someone to run R.C.I.A., etc. and they are often the ones who have to do it. Meanwhile there is marriage preparation that they often have to do, confessions to hear (including when people schedule appointments at the times not specifically designated for that,) mass at least once a day if not more than that on the weekends, preparing homilies, performing wedding ceremonies, funerals, helping to govern the parish, being called in to mediate situations in parishes if need be, giving spiritual direction if someone asks for it, administering the anointing of the sick, being asked advice by parishioners and even non-parishioners, and there are probably other things that I have left out. The point is that with a celibate priesthood they are more available to minister to God's people. Even with lay people assisting him, he still has a lot of work to do. This makes spending time with a wife and children very difficult.

Bishops, archbishops, cardinals, and dun dun dun... the pope have their plates really full too. Can you picture Pope John Paul II with a wife, children, and grand children to attend to during his years as the Holy Father or Pope Benedict? I sure can't! That would be incredibly stressful on them. The amount of work that church leaders have to do is great indeed. Not to mention the great multitude of canonized male celibate saints in the Church. So many great male saints have come about in the celibate priesthood over the great many years that it has been around for and we have received so much from these radically holy heroic men.

St. Paul was wise when he said in 1 Cor 7:32-34 that when a man is unmarried that he is more available for serving the Lord but a married man's heart is divided for he struggles to please both God and his wife. Objectors may bring up that St. Paul also said that he had a right to a wife and that the apostles, even St. Peter were married. Yet the is where a more literal translation of greek and also some other inferring come in. http://www.catholic.com/thisrock/2007/0705lw.asp

The strain on a priest's family not only time and attention wise would exist, but also in terms of living. Bishops and archbishops move priests around the diocese so that a parish does not get set on a pastor for so long that there is a bias for the way in which a parish is run. Popularity contests have can have negative affects on a church. It hasn't always been this way. Before a diocesan priest remained at a parish for the rest of his life, yet time has shown that the newer way goes over better. Moving around though, is not easy on a family. Just ask families that are in the military that constantly move around or any kid that has moved to a new town facing the difficulties of adjusting to another school and making new friends. If his wife wants to have a career she would have to get used to job hunting. Overall, families prefer to just stay in one place where they don't have to keep starting their lives over again.

In today's world living a chaste life is frowned upon, yet this celibate priesthood is really radical in our over sexed world. Not to mention, since a priest is an ambassador of Christ and since Christ Himself took the Church as His bride giving Himself totally and completely to her even to the point of dying for her (Eph 5:25-27.) I've heard it said that a priest wears black not to look goth (LOL) but as a symbol of dying to Himself, giving Himself completely to the Church. If Christ took her for His Bride instead of an earthly woman, why should a priest not do the same? Also remember that a priest is called "Father" which shows that he is called to be a father to all of God's people. So priests really do have a wife and children, just not in the sense that we would usually think.

Of course The Church has not always had a celibate priesthood. The Church is a living and breathing thing, and with that comes growth and change in certain customs and practices. The celibate priesthood could change back again to allowing married priests. It is a discipline (which is capable of changing) and not a dogma (something that is not capable of changing.) It seems as if over time the Church seemed to realize that the celibate priesthood seemed to work better than the married one. It all comes down to love. If you ever want to know why the Roman Catholic Church does something then you can either get the short or the long version to that question. The short answer is love. Love is the root of it all for as Pope Benedict said in the title of his first encyclical "God is love." The Church decided that what was best for God's people was to have a celibate priesthood. It may end up allowing a married priesthood again but if it ever did it would take a very long time for that to happen. Only after a great deal of study and dialogue about the issue could such a change be made, but it seems as if the church favors celibacy.

I'm still not convinced that permitting a married priesthood would be the best way to solve the problem of the shortage in priests, but as I've been told in the end no matter what I think I am not the one to be making the decision. What really matters (as is in other decisions being made as well) is what God thinks. Even if the pope were to personally believe in something that is contrary to the will of God he must push that aside without his own personal bias getting in the way and to submit to what God decides through him as the Vicar of Christ. I rest safely assured that The Holy Spirit works through him and trust what the Spirit says.

Defining and Living Out Evangelization

2009-04-01T01:43:00.000-07:00

When many people hear the word “evangelization” either they think of missionaries preaching in foreign lands or Jehovah’s Witnesses going door to door asking, “Do you know Jesus?” Is this really all that evangelization is? Can ordinary people spread the gospel right where they are and if so how? There are many aspects of evangelization.

Before even starting one must be clear on the tone of evangelizing. One must propose instead of impose. When one imposes one puts pressure on a person to accept the message; however this is not effective. The individual may become fearful, irritated, or even defensive. Proposing is another matter entirely. Imagine a man who desires to marry his girlfriend. She is much more likely to reply favorably to “Will you marry me?” rather than “You are going to marry me.” Like the man, the evangelist does not demand but merely asks. Often when an individual is given a choice they are open to listening. Since they are not judged the defenses around their hearts are let down.

In order to convert souls one must love others. Jesus said, “As I have loved you, so you also should love one another. This is how all will know that you are my disciples, if you love for one another” (Jn 13:34-35). By loving others we not only live out Christ’s command, but we also reveal His love to them. We love others by being kind, patient, and forgiving. In short, we respect them. Take the example of Daru from “The Guest.” Despite the Arab’s great sin, he treated the prisoner like a human being instead of an animal (Camus 166- 176). Love draws people because everyone desires it, and we are not complete without it.

In the words of St. Francis of Assisi, “Preach the gospel at all times--If necessary, use words.” Serving as a witness to one’s faith is essential because living out one’s beliefs draws people. They become curious which leads them to discover the truth. This topic was once discussed on the talk show entitled Life on the Rock. One of the guests described times when people exclaimed, “What’s the matter with you? You’re so happy.”

Also one’s behavior displays what a Christian truly is. One example of this occurred years ago at the University of Michigan. A few Dominican Sisters of Mary Mother of the Eucharist attended a calculus class. The professor was of no particular religion and was surprised to see nuns on a secular campus. At first she was nervous to see nuns in the habit but then observed the positive behavior of the sisters. Even though they never spoke of God in the classroom they converted their professor. She one day called her husband and enthusiastically said, “I have to become a Catholic!” Eventually the woman, her husband, and two children joined the Church.
Another way to witness one’s faith is with objects. Some methods of this are wearing a cross or holy medal, putting a button on one’s backpack, or displaying religious works of art in one’s room or office. How can inanimate objects help evangelize? First of all they can be conversation starters. Strangers may even stop the evangelist and question them about the item. Second, when people see these things they think of God. This is not saying, “Look at me!” but “Look at Him!”

The use of the media also aids in evangelization. Many people complain about how corrupt the media has become but technology in itself is not evil. It can be used for good or bad (Rheingold 192). It is up to us to use the media in a positive way. One can evangelize in the media in many ways: making movies, hosting television shows or radio talk shows, publishing books, or writing articles in a newspaper. Ordinary people, however, can spread the gospel as well. They can call radio talk shows or even send letters to journalists in response to their articles. Also, we live in an age where technology is at our fingertips. We can use blogs, myspace, youtube, email, and podcasting to evangelize. As time goes on technology will get even more advanced, so the sky is the limit.

During World Youth Day 2005, Pope Benedict XVI exclaimed, “Anyone who has discovered Christ must lead others to him. A great joy cannot be kept to oneself. It has to be passed on.” As Christians we must heed the call to spread the faith. There are many aspects of evangelization.

Call to Renewing Catholic Schools

2009-03-25T17:16:00.000-07:00

Education is a part of our lives and impacts our development, not just as a scholar but also as a person. Can the same be said in regards to one’s faith? Did the catholic school system that I grew up with live up to its mission statement of developing the whole Catholic person? Did it prepare me for living the catholic faith after graduation? The short answer to both of these questions is no, it did not. Now before I am burned at the stake for betraying my parochial schools I want to assure anyone reading this that I am not writing this post to bash or whine like a wimpering puppy but as a call to renewal.

I remember how in elementary school religion class was a joke, and in middle school it was mediocre. By the time I reached high school though, theology became an actual class. Now I had to work for our grade. The class on Old Testament studies was fascinating, but had to be crammed into a single semester. What a shame that it was merely a survey of the Old Testament! So there was content that we either could have taken a closer look at or could have looked at for the first time. Unfortunately, the content of most of the other courses was not up to par. I even recall moments when teachers would get their facts wrong about a church teaching. I learned far more outside of class than in it. Some semesters, I felt as if I were not even in a theology class, but a general humanity course with God occasionally tossed in.

One theology class remains in my mind the most, “Why am I Catholic?” How come after attending Catholic schools for most of my life was I just now finding this out in twelfth grade? The title of the course was troubling because it appeared to imply that they had not properly instructed us in the faith. “Why am I Catholic?” was an elective on how to defend and explain our beliefs. “Beginning Apologetics” would not have been nearly as alarming a title. Despite the name, we learned a great deal, not just for enlightening non-Catholics and even non-Christians, but Catholics themselves. A more challenging course, but incredibly useful. Often, people will say that if one wants to get easy points in a religion class just put down, “Jesus loves me” and the teacher cannot mark such an answer as wrong. In my apologetics class however, if anyone would say that then they would have to answer why and how we know this. I truly grew in this course and continue to do so today. It provided me with a solid foundation for defending the faith and how to find the answers to questions that I do not know. Every Catholic should take a class like this.

Something that I could not help but notice about the theology classes in high school was the lack of teaching about the Church’s stance on morality and culture. When forming our conscience, for the most part asked us what our own opinions on certain ethical issues were, but did not paint a full picture of what the Church specifically stated about them. Yet even when we were occasionally told what church teaching actually was, our teachers typically gave us paper thin answers. Plenty of my fellow classmates asked tough questions that teachers never addressed. To many of my peers, our religion was just a naïve set of rules of what we could and could not do, instead of something liberating and completely radical compared to the world’s false promises that never satisfy (Soucy). Instead of lists of what was and was not acceptable, we needed a more in depth study of the logic and reasoning behind God’s designs. He does everything for us out of love. “I want to give you the very best-please allow be to bring it to you” (“Are you a Date, or a Soul Mate? Finding the one”).

If our school wanted fidelity of the youth to the Church then why did it encourage us to create our own morals apart from God’s laws? This is cafeteria Catholicism, picking and choosing what to believe and not believe in the faith just like choosing what to eat and not eat in a cafeteria. The theory of teachers offering students non-directive “values clarification” or encouraging students to make their own ethical decisions, was encouraged by psychologist Dr. Carl Rogers. “Decades later, Dr. Rogers openly admitted that this method of teaching was a huge mistake. He recognized that when adults fail to pass on solid direction and clear values, then the young people are left without a compass” (Can’t we accept that people have different values when it comes to sex?). Many have used the phrase, “blinded by faith” when in reality it opens one’s eyes to where one is meant to go for the good of oneself, others, and especially God. When walking along the journey of life, those who toss away the map and compass so that they can make their own way will most likely get lost or put themselves in grave danger.

The world presents us with so many values that are contrary to the faith and we need to know how to respond to it. Often, modern day culture tries to manipulate us with its own way of thinking and how easy it is to get swept away with its misconceptions and lies. After graduating from high school and moving onto college I am surrounded by people who ask difficult questions and who think very differently from how the Church does. I wish that we had been taught how to respond to such matters. Many Catholic school students are at high risk for not just infidelity to the Church but of leaving it all together after graduation. We need rock solid preparation.

One problem I noticed that our high school had was “Cool Catholicism,” particularly at mass. For the time that he was there, our school’s priest rarely gave us a homily after the gospel reading. Whenever guest priests came did we receive it. Instead we were usually given funny skits by fellow classmates that had nothing to do with the scripture readings that day. Whatever lessons supposedly presented to us was shallow and uninteresting. Our theology teacher told us that we do not attend mass for entertainment, yet we viewed parodies of popular movies and television shows that appeared to be more concerned with entertainment than enlightenment. On more than one occasion, moments of sexual humor were even thrown in. All of these spectacles are already present in the world but we youth hunger for what the world cannot give us.
“In fact, the culture we live in is the source of most of our problems” (Soucy). Why would a doctor ever give a patient more of a virus that they already had instead of medicine?

Some may argue that our school wanted to relate to us so that they could get the message home. If this is true, then how come after mass my peers would not be discussing how the homily challenged them or made them really think. There were no converts, just kids laughing at the skit. No one took it seriously because they had to resort to using humor to get them interested in their faith. Gimmicks, bells, whistles, goofy catch phrases, “relating to teens,” and attempting to be “cool” just look silly to young people. Quite frankly, this is not evangelizing but soul begging. “Please please look over here. Please pay attention at mass. We’ll give you whatever you want. WE GRAVEL AT YOUR VERY FEET” (“The Power of Modesty”). The whining and graveling, however, is not the slightest bit attractive to young people.

Giving the Church a makeover implies one of two things. Either the Church is not good enough for the youth or the youth are not good enough for the Church as it already is. Each claim insults the other’s dignity. Did Christ not value them so much that He gave His own life for them both? His bride the Church is breath-taking in beauty and she calls her children to greatness. “Let no one have contempt for your youth, but set an example for those who believe, in speech, conduct, love, faith, and purity” (1 Tm 4:12). Downplaying and watering down the faith are the same as looking down upon the Church and even the youth themselves.

During my freshman year, the whole school gathered in the gymnasium to listen to a guest speaker. The last topic that he discussed was the Miraculous Medal of Our Lady. After telling the story behind it and the special graces that one receives by wearing and even kissing it, he offered them to anyone who wanted one. Suddenly, a great multitude of teenagers excitedly rushed down for a medal. I was so surprised to witness such an event. Practically everyone got one that day. I wondered why it happened and one day the puzzle fit together. They were finally told what they all wanted to hear-the truth and nothing less.

What else do the youth want? The most successful youth programs are centered on the Real Presence of Christ in the Eucharist- where they can freely bring Jesus their hopes, dreams, questions, pain, and receive strength from Him (Soucy). Young people are yearning for Our Lord’s love and presence in this troubled world (Soucy). Eucharistic Adoration on campuses has been proven to increase the amount of mass attendants-and not just on Sundays, as well as the reception of the Sacrament of Reconciliation, and the people going to daily Rosary (Soucy). Also, the youth desire to be challenged. Pope John Paul II attracted such large multitudes of young people from around the globe-particularly to World Youth Day. “What was it about this man that would incite youth to travel for thousands of miles, sleep in primitive settings, go without food and water, and shed tears at the mention of the name ‘John Paul II’ ” (Colette 20). Clearly, something drew young people to this older man. The answer is found in his own words to a group of youth in St. Louis that was broadcasted on television. “Christ is calling you; the Church needs you; the Pope believes in you and he expects great things of you” and not a single dry eye was found in the arena or from television viewers (Soucy)! Pope John Paul II displayed his love for the young, possessed a sincere trust and enduring faith in them, but also encouraged them to rise up to take on the challenge of holiness, despite the world’s great obstacles. What an excellent example for anyone who desires to evangelize the youth!

I dream of a reform in the catechesis of young people and even adults. One may reply that one cannot convert all of the schools and I agree, but even just having one solid school will make all the difference in the world. Others may be touched and inspired by the reform and spread it. Even if no one else takes notice of merely one orthodox school, generations to come may be transformed for years to come.

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The Princess and the Kiss--Faerie Tale for Girls of All Ages

2009-02-27T22:43:00.000-08:00

Sleeping Beauty, Cinderella, Snow White...classic faerie tales that little girls have grown up with for generations. Girls may grow out of these stories over time, but how about a faerie tale for girls of all ages--even for full grown women. A story that leaves an impression on her for a lifetime and that teaches her a priceless message that desperately needs to be taught, especially in our age. The Princess and the Kiss is such a tale. One that teaches a girl the beauty of purity.

The story begins in a kingdom where a princess is born to a loving king and queen for parents. God gives them their daughter's first gift--her first kiss. They keep it safely guarded until she has blossomed into womanhood. When her mother and father finally reveal the treasure to her, the princess is mesmerized by her kiss, in awe of its beauty and splendor. She is told that she can either keep it or give it away. Her father the king, lovingly cautions her that such a gift should never be parted for a stranger, but for the man she will marry. The wise princess knows that such a treasure must only be parted with a man deserving of such a great gift and will not settle for any less.

Suitors arrive, asking for her hand but none seem worthy. One is too full of himself to have any room for her kiss, another so caught up in the riches of the world would not value her kiss, while one views love and marriage as only a romantic feeling but the princess knows that honeymoons don't last forever and that he would shortly lose interest in her kiss. Turning away caller after caller, the princess (like many other women who desperately search for an honorable man)wonders if she will ever find a husband, but her mother assures her that God loves her and that He is worthy of her trust.

Finally, one day a young farmer, both humble and polite asks the king and queen if he may speak with their daughter. After receiving permission he tells the princess that he has been on a quest to seek a spouse and like her has found no one worthy. He then recounts how when he saw her from a far that he was captivated by her purity which sparkled like diamonds. This young man of integrity admits that he cannot offer her riches of the world but that he can offer her...
his first kiss, the one given to his parents by God. The princess rejoices for she has found a man worthy of her kiss. The triumphant wedding day soon arrives and the princess and her new prince exchange their first kisses. Months later, they are blessed with their own child and receive from God their baby's first kiss. The last words convey the stories true meaning.

"Love...comes from a pure heart and a good conscience and a sincere faith" (I Timothy 1:5 NIV).

I read this story for the first time at sixteen and the beauty of the tale still almost brings a tear to my heart. As Jennie Bishop, the author of the book states, "I asked God how I could teach my young daughters the value of their purity, how I could begin in their early years to stress the importance and beauty of saving themselves for marriage. This is God's poignant answer. My prayer is that this simple story will fulfill the same purpose for many other loving parents." Young or old though, the story touches the heart of girls of all ages. That's not all, the same author wrote another tale for boys about the battle for purity called "The Squire and the Scroll." I haven't checked it out myself but knowing the success of "The Princess and the Kiss" it must be a worthwhile tale.

Trusting in God Again (Or for the First Time)

2009-01-27T23:10:00.000-08:00

In my english composition class last year, we were supposed to write a paper where we identified a problem and then attempted to solve it. One of the problems in my own life (that can still be a struggle even to this day) is trusting in God. I know that many others wrestle with this issue as well. Some have lost their trust in Him, often after a very traumatic event, while some have never trusted in Him at all, some do not care, and some fall into the middle category of the day to day struggle of putting everything in God's hands. My hope is that this essay may give you some encouragement, even a very small amount or to at least leave you wondering.

We have all been through times of pain and suffering, yet extreme cases can be traumatizing. Some examples of these are the loss of a loved one, a breakup, a natural disaster, and even great spiritual trials called dark nights. During these troubling times one may lose one’s trust in God. One may ask, “Has He abandoned me? How could He do this to me? Why should I trust in Him again?” What can a believer do? How can one recover and trust in Him again? It is not easy to trust in God, but it is possible.

What are the harmful effects that one can fall into if one does not regain one’s trust in God? One can fall into emptiness and passivity. St. Augustine of Hippo’s words still ring true: “Our hearts were made for You O Lord, and they are restless until they rest in You.” Who would ever desire this death sentence? Another possibility is that one can be consumed by bitter resentment and possibly abandon one’s faith. Finally, one may fall into the verbal abuse trap by claiming that one is just trying “to get it off of my chest.” “All that stuff about the Cosmic Sadist was not so much the expression of thought as of hatred. I was getting from it the only pleasure a man in anguish can get; the pleasure of hitting back… ‘what I thought’ didn’t mean what I thought was true. Only what I thought would offend Him…” (Lewis 39-40).

The boundary in solving this problem is our human nature. We doubt, think negatively, or may be stubborn in our views, thinking that we know better than God. Human nature also falls back into old habits. Even after a period where things are getting better we may relapse. As we all know, people make mistakes. We are imperfect creatures, but that does not mean that we should stop aiming for the very best. I would rather receive a ninety percent on a test than a zero. One only needs to start little by little. Jesus gives us the example of the mustard seed. “It is the smallest of all the seeds, yet when full-grown it is the largest of plants” (Mt 13:31-32).

When times are hard, we may see God as a very cruel person who takes sadistic pleasure in our sufferings. “It is said that if a lamb constantly veers away from the safety of the flock and into danger, the shepherd will break its legs and then carry it on his shoulders and personally care for it. By the time the bones mend and the lamb can walk again, it has come to love and trust the shepherd so much that it never leaves his side” (Evert 40). Contrary to what we expect, somehow the pain that we are going through is really for our own benefit. The cure may be worse than the illness, but the effects are worthwhile. If we let Him tend to us and guide us, not only will we walk on the right path, but we will grow in our love for Him and learn to depend on Him. We are very weak and desperately need the help of Christ. He tells us, “without me you can do nothing” (Jn 15:5).

Going from when we are incandescently happy, to when we are in a state of total agony is traumatic. We may complain that, “ ‘It was too perfect to last’ ” (Lewis 48). Before falling to lamentations, or when trying to rise above them, think of God saying, “ ‘Good; you have mastered that exercise. I am very pleased with it. And now you are ready to go on to the next.’ When you have learned to do quadratics and enjoy doing them you will not be set them much longer. The teacher moves you on” (Lewis 49). The Lord has many other lessons to teach us and even more adventures to send us on.

Scripture is helpful in discovering or even rediscovering why we should trust in the Lord. Reading scripture in its proper context, and reflecting on it is called the prayer of lectio divina. Here are a few examples of helpful biblical verses:

“Look at the birds in the sky; they do not sow or reap, they gather nothing into barns, yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are not you more important than they?... Why are you anxious about clothes? Learn from the way the wild flowers grow. They do not work or spin... If God so clothes the grass of the field, which grows today and is thrown into the oven tomorrow, will he not much more provide for you, O you of little faith." (Mt 6: 26, 28, 30)

Surely, if God can take care of very small matters then He can certainly take care of big ones as well. Human beings are very precious in His sight, for we are created in His image (Gen. 1:27).

Another example is in the incident with Martha and Mary. Jesus visits two women friends. Mary sits at the feet of the Lord and listens to His words intently (Lk 10: 39). Her sister Martha, on the other hand, is frantically serving the Lord. She complains to Him, asking why He does not tell Mary to get up and help her (Lk 10: 40). He replies, “Martha, Martha, you are anxious and worried about many things. There is need of only one thing. Mary has chosen the better part and it will not be taken from her” (Lk 10: 41-42). We can become so caught up in our daily tasks and problems that it is easy for us to forget what is truly important. Sometimes we just need to pause and spend time with Jesus in prayer. He waits for us and yearns for us. In Him we find peace, joy, and strength.

One more example from scripture is very important for us to keep in mind. “And behold, I am with you always, until the end of the age” (Mt 28: 20). Here Jesus promises us that He will never leave us, no matter what. No matter what we go through on earth, He is always at our side. We are never alone.

The most important thing that we must do is remember that the Lord loves us. How do we know this? We know this because thousands of years ago He suffered the most excruciating physical, emotional, and spiritual pain ever known and died the most agonizing death. Meditating on His sufferings is a truly horrendous experience. One could never completely imagine the magnitude of His pain. There is only one answer for why He endured this; love. Blessed Mother Teresa said that, “Love to be real, it must cost- it must hurt- it must empty us of self” (“Love”). His death was the ultimate display of love. It brought us eternal life. The gates of Heaven were finally unlocked after the sin of Adam and Eve. He redeemed us. How can we not trust the one who loves us this much? May we never forget His love for us.

Another step that one can take in this situation is to rely on the intercession of the saints and Mary. The saints are our brothers and sisters in Christ and Mary is our mother. These holy men and women are our friends in “high” places. They understand what we are going through and desire to help us, for they have been through these trials as well. By praying through them, studying their lives, and imitating them we shall learn how to fight the good fight.

As regards to Mary, she is especially powerful with her Son, for she was the one who influenced Him to perform His first miracle at the wedding of Cana (Jn 2: 3- 11). Notice how at Cana, she told the servers, “Do whatever he tells you” (Jn 2: 5). Her true purpose is to lead us to her son. In the words of St. Josemaria Escriva, “…and she- your holy mother Mary- offers you, along with the grace of her son, the refuge of her arms, the tenderness of her embrace… and you will find yourself with added strength for the new battle” (“Our Lady”).

Last but not least, one must treasure the Eucharist. Blessed Pier Giorgio passionately declared that “With all the strength of my soul I urge you young people to approach the Communion table as often as you can. Feed on this bread of angels whence you will draw all the energy you need to fight inner battles” (“The Most Blessed Sacrament”). Not only does receiving the Body, Blood, Soul, and Divinity of Christ strengthen us, but so does Eucharistic adoration. Sometimes one speaks, at other times listens, and there are even times when one simply remains in the presence of one’s Beloved. What joy and peace there is in this!

As one can see, one can recover from not trusting in God. One must be patient, learn to depend on God, and step out of blaming Him for one’s problems. One needs time set aside for prayer, time to reflect on scripture, as well as to meditate on the passion of Christ and His love for us, be devoted to the saints and Mary, and treasure the gift of the Eucharist. It is not easy to trust in God, but it is possible.

Works Cited

Evert, Crystalina. Pure Womanhood. San Diego: Catholic Answers, 2007.

Lewis, C.S. A Grief Observed. New York: HarperCollins, 1961.

“Love.” Pureloveclub.com. Electric Pulp. 2007. 7 November 2007. .

“The Most Blessed Sacrament.” Pureloveclub.com. Electric Pulp. 2007. 7 November
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The New American Bible. Ed. Hartman, Canada: World Bible Inc., 1987.

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The Fourth Wiseman-- a fine faithfilled movie

2008-12-31T17:02:00.000-08:00

Many of us are familiar with the three wisemen who visited the Christ Child but how about the fourth one?

Okay, so there really wasn't a fourth wiseman. Still good fiction though.

The film tells the tale off Artaban, the determined Magi who after careful study believes that an unusual star will direct him to the birthplace of the Messiah who is soon to be born. He sells all that he owns for three very precious gems (foreshadows a certain parable doesn't it) that he will offer as gifts to the newborn king. Artaban is joined by his father's slave Orantes, who has been told by his master that he will be set free after returning his master's son home.

Unfortunately, the journey lasts longer than either Artaban or Orantes ever imagined. For they just barely miss Jesus in Bethlehem and are told that He and His family have gone on to Egypt to escape King Herod. So they search the great palaces of Egypt for years, for surely this great king would be in estates such as these. However, as one Jewish man who has studied the prophecies himself tells Artaban that the Messiah will be found in Israel. Also, this scholar proposes something strange to this Magi. Instead of searching among the royal and noble people, to instead try looking among the poor and lowly of society for He is to tend to their needs. Such a suggestion puzzles Artaban, for why would the Messiah surround Himself with such people, people that are to be avoided?

Orantes anxious to receive his freedom, keeps urging Artaban to leave this wild goose-chase and head back home, yet Artaban still persists. What is it that is has him so determined to find this Messiah? Like so many throughout history and even people today, Artaban has suffered loss. He had lost his dear wife and children in a fire and then to cope with his grief buried himself in his work. None of it fulfilled him though, so he believes that if he meets the foretold Messiah and serves Him that he will find purpose in his life. So Artaban is on the great quest to discover the meaning of life itself.

Along the way though he keeps meeting people that need his help, which side track him further and in helping them he must sacrifice not only his time but his gifts to the King. After thirty-three years of searching Artaban is close to death's door, as is the King that he is so desperately trying to reach. However on Easter Sunday, Artaban's dream comes true before his death and a profound lesson is learned about what the greatest gift of all to the King really was.

Getting the Records Straight About Who God is and What He Desires

2008-11-18T22:09:00.000-08:00

A while back one of my friends brought up the topic of God. She admitted that she was having difficulty understanding Him as well as the concept of sin. My college roommate Gertrude and I discussed this with her but I felt that I hadn't given her adequate responses, especially since I am introverted and better explain myself in writing. The following is the email that I sent her.

I wanted to add some further things for you to think about from our conversation earlier about God. These things can certainly be confusing, yet you brought up interesting thoughts.

Let's get the records straight, God is not a cold, power-hungry, sadistic, and hateful God that wants to make us all miserable. Pope Benedict the sixteenth wrote an encyclical (a special letter that the pope writes to the whole world) called "God is love." Everything that He does for us is done out of love. The laws that He has given us are really for our own benefit. He is all-knowing, so He sees everything that can harm us physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually. Remember that we call Him "Our Father" like in the prayer that Jesus gave us. If someone were to add up all of the love that every father from the first father to the last one that exists it would all fail in comparison to the love that Our Heavenly Father has for us.

God had no need to create us and to give us such the world that we live in at that, but He did. He didn't have to give us mercy, prophets, or even a promise of a savior (Jesus,) but He did. He didn't have to fulfill His promise of sending us a savior, but He did. He didn't have to agree to His only begotten son's horrific death to make up for our sins so that we could have the ability to be with Him for all eternity in heaven, but He did. He doesn't have to give us unconditional love, but He does.

"For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him might not perish but might have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world might be saved through him" (John 3:16-17). He didn't come to declare that we are going to hell, but to call us to change. Just like what Gertrude said about the story of the woman caught in adultery, we are not to judge but notice what Our Lord also said. Once the people that wanted to put her to death before because of her very serious sin had left, amazed at the fact that Our Lord had not condemned her and had turned the tables on them by saying that the sinless one among them should cast the first stone (which none of them could do,) He said to the woman, "Go, [and] from now on do not sin any more" (John 8:11). He didn't tell her to go and continue to live the same destructive lifestyle that she had been living, but lovingly called her to turn away from her sin. He tells us the same now and always, for as I quoted from the bible earlier, that He came so that we might be saved through Him, instead of continuing to live in the darkness of sin apart from the light (John 3:17-21).

We are given two options in this life, to love and serve God or to not love and serve God. If we chose to love and serve Him then we must keep His commands, not out of fear, slavery, or obligation but out of love for Him. Why do we do this? Why is it that we must love Him by obeying Him? Because when you love someone, it's not enough to just say that you love them. You need to prove it, so that they know that you really do care. Just talking is cheap, but our actions convey that we mean what we say. Jesus Himself said, "As the Father has loves me, so I also love you. Remain in my love. If you keep my commandments, you will remain in my love, just as I have kept my Father's commandments and remain in his love...You are my friends if you do what I command you" (John 15: 9-10, 14).

He doesn't force us, guilt trip us, or pressure us into doing anything. He certainly does want us to choose to love and serve Him, but He gives us the gift of freewill, which proves His love for us. For if He were to make us love and serve Him, then we would not love Him, but would be His slaves. He even loves us enough to allow us to go to hell. (Doesn't that sound ironic? But it's true. ) Because of the gift of free-will, He will not make us love or serve Him. It hurts Him very much (and that's putting it VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY EXTREMELY LIGHTLY) when we in the end choose to reject Him, for no one loves us more than Him.

Grant it we don't always understand why He allows certain things to happen, but He is so far above anything that even the greatest scholar of Him could even dream to understand. Essentially, the terrible and painful consequences of sin and suffering in general help us to grow as people, conquering ourselves, even drawing us closer to God during these times, for we come to completely depend on Him during the hard times (or at least we are meant to.) We are inclined to weakeness and sin but with God we can do anything.

Venial sins are smaller sins commited that weaken our relationship with God but mortal sins are much more serious than that that involve grave sins. Grave sins are things like murder, incest, rape, adultery, practicing homosexuality, slander, libel, intentionally skipping mass when we are capable of making it, etc. These are very grave sins, but in and of themselves are not mortal sins. In order for a sin to be mortal it must not only be a grave sin, but also be done with full knowledge of the sinfulness of these grave sins, and also be done under one's own free will. When a catholic has in fact committed a grave sin then they must not receive Our Lord in communion until they have gone to confession, for consuming Our Lord with such a great stain on one's soul is described as "murdering the Lord."

Jesus wants us to turn away from our sin and to be reconciled to Him, notice how I say reconciled to Him. When we sin we hurt Our Lord and through the gift of confession we are reconciled in our relationship to Him. It's just like in a song that I've heard at mass before. "Come back to me with all your heart. Don't let fear keep us apart. ...Long have I waited for your coming home to me and living deeply our new life." Our Lord is merciful and forgives us when we are sorry for the hurt that we have caused Him and is always awaiting for our return to Him. In this one spiritual devotion called "Divine Mercy" we look at the Divine Mercy picture of Our Lord and say "Jesus I trust in You." www.divinemercyshrine.com/sitebuilder/images/mercy_1_-868x1040.jpg

God bless.

Is Safe Sex Actually Safe?

2008-10-28T22:48:00.000-07:00

The following is a paper that I submited for an english composition class that I took last year that addresses a very contraversial topic that needs to be addressed.

We all want safety, even in the bedroom. The thought of a sexually transmitted disease or out of wedlock pregnancy horrifies us. We seek to protect ourselves, our friends, and our families, particularly our children. What is our solution—Condoms and any other form of birth control. Before we begin handing out latex though, do we know all the facts? Is it effective? Are there any side affects that we should be aware of? How does safe sex affect our lives and our relationships? Is it good, bad, or neutral? The only thing that contraceptives protect us from is receiving the authentic love that we all desire.

Is safe sex effective? In the first year of taking birth control one out of six teenage girls will conceive (Evert, Jason 32). Planned Parenthood even admits that most high school pregnancies occur not because of the failure to use contraceptives but the failure of the contraceptives themselves (32). In regards to contracting disease, the pill weakens a woman’s immune system, which makes her more likely to become infected with sexually transmitted diseases (32). Scientists confess that they do not have enough evidence that condoms protect males from six out of eight of the most common diseases and not enough evidence that they protect females from seven of the eight most common diseases (Evert, Crystalina and Jason). Also, usage of the pill is linked to fatal blood clots, liver cancer, breast cancer, and cervical cancer (Evert, Jason 32). In reality:

The more sexual partners a woman has, the more likely she is to get
cervical cancer. This is caused by the most commonly transmitted STD,
human papilomavirus (HPV). However, condoms offer minimal protection
from the virus because it is spread from mid-thigh to mid-abdomen
contact. Any skin-to-skin sexual contact in that region, including hand-to-
genital contact can transmit it. …The Journal of the American Medical
Association reported that, currently, forty percent of sexually active
teenage girls are infected with HPV. (Evert, Crystalina 34)

Why should we trust condoms when they do not protect against the most common sexually transmitted disease and ironically make us more vulnerable to it?

Are the patch (Ortho Evra) and the shot (Depo-Provera) any better than condoms and the pill? Actually, the risks are similar and even worse (Evert, Jason 32). The makers of the patch face lawsuits relating to deaths and other injuries from at least 1000 women (32). In the mean time, women sue the makers of the shot for $700 million (32). One reason for the lawsuits is because the shot thins out a woman’s bones, which is very dangerous (32). Imagine the bones of a fifty to sixty-year-old in a twenty year old girl (32). Because of the shot’s link to breast cancer, veterinarians no longer prescribe Deprovera to dogs (33). Ironically though, we still give it to women. They receive the same shot given to male sex offenders to kill their sex drive (33).
Spouses and children of the infected are at high risk too. Most STDs are carried into marriage undetected. If a husband is infected with HPV, his wife is five times as likely to contract cervical cancer (Evert, Jason 31). “Several STDs are incurable, and many can be passed on from a mother to her baby. This can cause brain damage, blindness, deafness, pneumonia, liver disease, and even death to a newborn” (31-32). Is it worth it to put spouses and children in such danger?

After reading such information one wonders, “If safe sex is so harmful then why is it so widely promoted?” During a recording of the National Institute of Health’s question and answer in regards to contraceptives, doctors are asked why we do not tell teenagers that safe sex does not protect against the most common STD. One doctor responds that if we tell teenagers this then they will discard what little protection that the pill offers them but still continue sexual activity because they have no self-control (Evert, Crystalina and Jason). What a great insult! Young people cannot control themselves, but are wild animals that are dictated by their own desires despite the possible consequences (Evert, Crystalina and Jason). They are not even given the option of abstinence. The youth are sold into slavery. One young woman describes her own less than satisfying life on the pill that Planned Parenthood never tells women:

Here I am, sixteen years old and perfectly healthy but taking drugs to
make me sexually available. The drugs made me nauseous, moody,
depressed, and bloated. I remember asking myself again and again, “Why
am I doing this?” I knew it wasn’t for me, but I still had no answer. There
was just confusion and darkness. My boyfriend wasn’t much help, saying,
“Oh, just try it a little longer. It’ll be okay.” In other words, “I don’t care
if you hurt your body. If I can have sex without responsibility, life is great.
(Evert, Crystalina 36)

Why should we promote a lifestyle that entraps one with physical pain and encourages no responsibility at the cost of others and even oneself?

Contraceptive companies give us the false message that the only consequences to premarital sex are conceiving a child out of wedlock or contracting a disease. They never tell people about the other consequences: the feeling of being used and then discarded like a piece of gum, the regret, the guilt, the loss of respect for oneself and one’s partner, and the never ending desire for peace and confidence that never come (Evert, Crystalina and Jason). The world constantly assures us that sex equals love but then we see sex destroying love in the relationships of those we know and even in our own relationships (Evert, Jason 1-2). This destructive lifestyle hurts and confuses people, yet many feel trapped and know of no other way to find or even express love (2-3).

The human body is beautiful, sacred, and meant to be cherished (Whitman 665). Contraceptives, however, beg to differ. They instruct us to hate our bodies by fighting against its fertility (Evert, Crystalina 35). We take pills when we are sick, therefore pregnancy is now regarded as an illness instead of something to be treasured (36). Motherhood is apart of every woman just as fatherhood is apart of every man. Children are gifts not burdens.
Contraceptives, also teach us to disrespect our bodies by devaluing them. Giving ourselves for free implies that we are not worth anything, not even worth waiting to see (Evert, Jason 24). We try to convince ourselves that what we are doing is no big deal. One must ask, “No big deal? Our bodies are no big deal? We put so small a price on it or none at all” (Evert, Crystalina 31, 14)? We do not experiment with something priceless but with something cheap and replaceable (Evert, Jason 13). When we experiment with the gift of our bodies we slowly start to value them less and less (13).

Sex outside of marriage is lying with our bodies. In the act of intercourse the body says, “I give myself entirely to you. There’s nothing of me that I’m not giving to you” (10). An unmarried couple therefore, makes false promises to each other. “They’re saying, ‘I give you my body, but I won’t give you myself.” Or, ‘I’m totally yours until I’m totally someone else’s’ ” (10). Obviously, such an intimacy is designed specifically for couples who are committed to each other in marriage.

Often, sex is used to cover up problems (6). As one gynecologist describes, teenagers try to make it “work” so as to provide what they truly desire: acceptance, trust, love, relief from loneliness, and appreciation of their masculinity or femininity (6). When the sex does not work they, “turn their anger and hurt inward, resulting in depression…. We repeatedly return to certain behaviors such as sex, drugs, or drinking to get something that continually eludes us” (6-7). Research finds that even girls who only experience premarital sex once are three times as likely to be diagnosed with depression as chaste girls (“Why is premarital sex bad?”). The American Journal of Preventive Medicine warns doctors of this and recommends that if they encounter a young girl who is sexually active to screen her for depression (“Why is premarital sex bad?”). Research also finds that sexually active teenage girls are six times more likely to attempt suicide than virgins (“Why is premarital sex bad?”).

By promoting contraceptives to anyone we are destroying marriages before they even start (Evert, Crystalina and Jason). Often, sex causes people to marry the wrong person. During the act, one’s brain releases a hormone called oxytocin which causes a strong emotional bond, increases trust, and makes one less critical of one’s partner (Evert, Jason 8). The hormone influences a person to focus on the positive aspects and memories of the other person, and causes them to ignore the negative aspects (8). The circuits of the brain that are used to make judgments about the other person deactivate because of the intense bonding from oxytocin (8). The bond is even stronger in females and is probably why a girl stays in an unhealthy relationship despite the warnings of her loved ones (8). The blinding and binding is meant to help married couples through tough times but are clearly not meant for unmarried couples (8). Oxytocin is not the only reason for wrongly selecting a spouse. The lust causes a false sense of unity and their passion for each other impairs their ability to clearly look at each other (11). Usually, the lust covers up the absence of true love that never develops (11). Then after the wedding, they finally begin to evaluate the person that they married and realize their mistake.
Many claim that nothing is wrong with sex if the relationship leads to marriage, yet virgins have significantly lower divorce rates (10). If a man marries as a virgin, his divorce rate is sixty-three percent lower and for a woman who marries as a virgin, her divorce rate is seventy-six percent lower (10). Couples who refuse to cohabitate until marriage have a divorce rate nearly eighty percent lower than those who cohabitate before marriage (11). One reason for such findings, according to a journal entitled Adolescent and Family Health is, “Those who have premarital sex are more likely to have extramarital sex (affairs) –and extramarital sex contributes to many divorces (10-11).

Consider that patience, self-control, and sacrifice out of love for the other person are necessary qualities to a happy and lasting marriage (11, 2). Chaste couples practice the exact same principles (11). One can conclude that chastity prepares them for happy and lasting marriages (11). Purity liberates a couple from selfishly using each other as objects, which makes them capable of true love (2). Realize that, “purity never ruins loving relationships. If the relationship is based on lust, purity will end it. But if the relationship is based on love purity will save it” (Evert, Crystalina 17).

In the words of one woman, “when you put on chastity, you’ll discover a life more hope-filled, more vibrant, more real than anything you might have experienced while having sex outside of marriage” (Evert 24). The pure life is a joyful one full of peace. In chastity we find safety and reassurance but in contraceptives we ironically find the exact opposite. “Safe” sex in reality not only harms the body but the person as a whole. The only thing that contraceptives protect us from is achieving the authentic love that we all desire.

Works Cited
Eden, Dawn qtd. in Pure Love. Evert 24.
Evert, Crystalina and Jason. Romance Without Regret. DVD-ROM. San Diego:
Rosebud Productions, 2003.
Evert, Crystalina. Pure Womanhood. San Diego: Catholic Answers, 2007.
Evert, Jason. Pure Love. 5th ed. San Diego: Catholic Answers, 2007.
Whitman, Walt. “I Sing the Body Electric.” Reading and Writing from Literature. 3rd ed.
Ed. John E. Schwiebert. Boston: Houghton Mifflin Company, 2005. 665.
“Why is premarital sex bad? My friend just started high school and she’s trying to tell me
that it’s good and she’s going to do it.” Pure Love Club.com. 2007. Electric Pulp.
17 March 2008 .

After Happily Ever After

2008-09-29T23:48:00.000-07:00

"...and they all lived happily ever after." Most of us are familiar with this conclusion to all faerie tales, but do we truly understand it? When we think happily ever after we tend to interpret the phrase as meaning that everything was perfect in the lives of the characters, particularly in regards to their marriages. The average person upholds this image as the model for their own marriages. The ideal, however understandable, is still an unrealistic expectation. Are these classic stories urging us to live our lives in illusions or are they implying something else? There is more to the married life than we realize.

What were the lives of the princes and princesses really like after the wedding and honeymoon? did they fight, say things that they later regretted to each other, have temptations of infidelity, get on each other's nerves, or possibly have troubles dealing with the in-laws and or children? The to these questions is that these couples faced most, if not all of these problems and even more...just like the couples of today. Everything was not perfect for them but despite difficulties they ended up having a happy marriage anyway. They had good times along with the bad, forgave each other, made up, and persevered.

Often, we view the wedding day as the end of the story. We usually observe this flawed mentality in many engaged couples. On one reality television show entitled, "Bridezilla," we encounter high-maintenance brides scrupulously plain for their special day, wanting everything to be absolutely perfect. Though an amusing series, if one takes a good look at it one sees that they spend a great deal of time planning for the wedding day but very little, if any, time on planning the marriage. Is the wedding not merely the first day of the marriage and the marriage itself will last for the rest of their lives? Imagine preparing for one day of fifty years. If we really think about it this is completely silly. Famous author G. K. Chesterton once wrote a letter to his wife describing how their wedding was creation day. To him, it was not an end but a beginning.

During an engagement period a couple needs to discern if they should go through with the wedding or not. Certain issues need to be discussed and thought over. One of my high school Spanish teachers told us the story of her brother's divorce. He was young and in love but some time after he got married he discovered that his wife did not want to have children, yet he did. This led to conflict and then they divorced. Had this been brought to his attention earlier, the wedding never would have taken place and obviously the divorce would not have either. Fortunately, most churches have marriage preparation programs set up so that a couple can evaluate their relationship and properly prepare for their marriage, but both of the engaged persons and the pastor for that matter must take this time very seriously. Unfortunately, some pastors marry off just about anyone these days, some not even giving any marriage preparation (which by the way is illegal in Catholicism.) What they often don't see are the benefits to such a program and how without sufficient preparation, that they may be setting up the couple for divorce or at least significant marital problems.

Stories are meant to teach us real life lessons and faerie tales are no different, but we sometimes get caught up in its fantasy world. No perfect marriages exist. According to G.K. Chesterton, he knew plenty of happy marriages but no "compatible" ones. As one can clearly see, there is more to the married life than we realize.

Pro-Life Messages Gaining Popularity in the Media

2008-08-31T22:12:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, it's easy to see the negatives and to pay little if any attention to the positives. The pro-life movement still has a very long way to go until it is victorious but as they say, "the tides are turning."

Yep, you read that right. They are really are. Just look at what is going on in the media for over a year now.

1. Meet the Robinsons, is an endearing time travel film about an orphan boy named Louis who is distraut that no one ever wants to adopt him. He yearns to be loved by a family of his own and even seeks out his long lost mother who left him at the doorstep of the orphanage. Through his adventure through time, he learns the valuable lessons of hoping, learning from his failures, forgiveness, his own self- worth, that a wonderful future awaits him, and that he really is loved. By the end, we see the beauty of adoption as Louis finally comes home with his new family.

2. bella, involves a single waitress named Nina, who has to deal with an unexpected pregnancy.

Fired from being late to work multiple times and in a state of almost total despair, she is befriended by a former co-worker of hers named Jose, who shares with her love and understanding, which she hasn't gotten from anyone else. Through Nina's relationship with him she eventually leaves the clinic and choses to let her baby live and give her away in adoption.

3. The ever popular Juno, weaves the story of teenage girl who finds herself pregnant as well. After being told just before entering the abortion clinic that even in the early stages in the womb that her baby has fingernails, something that makes her realize that her baby is a human being. Then, she finds who she deems a worthy couple to give her child in adoption to. We even see a beautiful moment where Vanessa (the mother to be) feels her baby move in Juno's womb. Life is definitely inside of her. Unlike bella though we actually get to see the baby for ourselves and witness the joy of adoption with our own eyes.

4. Horton Hears a Who, retells the familiar tale of an elephant named Horton, who discovers life on the spec of a clover who will do anything protect the town that lives on it. A funny and heartfelt film that reaffirms that, "A person's a person no matter how small." Dr. Seuzz would be proud.

5. The Secret Life of the American Teenager, is the relatively new television series about a fifteen year old girl named Amy who, yes you guessed it, has discovered her own unplanned pregnancy. She nearly has her child aborted as well but then takes responsibility for her actions and gives her unborn child life. Amy even get's the love and support she needs from her own family and learns an untold secret about her own mother's past that helps her to cope with her own situation.

I've heard that Plato said that if you want to change the culture, don't go into politics to change the laws but go into the arts to influence people to get those laws changed. There's definitely hope for the pro-life movement then.

Why do I blog?

2008-07-30T21:42:00.000-07:00

"Ah blogging... So many written and updated throughout the entire world. If one ever commits to composing one's own, realistically few will even view it, let alone take any of it to heart if has any meaning to it. So what is some college kid who is typically behind with technological advances doing writing a blog about her Catholic faith? What does she have to tell us that we haven't already heard at the pulpit? Why should we take her seriously? Really what do kids know about orthodox faith? How much time do they even have?

Ahem. Young lady. Young lady. YOUNG LADY! Get up and answer!"

"Oh. Eh? Is it morning already?"

"Miss, we have our choice of scoping out other blogs. All of them in the whole world really and you're not replying to our hard thought questions. You're asleep even. "

"Sorry about that. Those questions were getting much too serious and profound. I'm no philosopher and thankfully I fell asleep before you said anything that would make my head hurt, or if you did I dozed off well before that. I may be knowledgeable about some aspects of the Catholic faith but I'm no St. Thomas Aquinas! This isn't a lecturing session, and though I want to teach people about my beliefs I don't want to bore them or make them think that this is for those pursuing their doctorate in theology.

You want to really know why I blog, then that's the only question you need to ask."

"Alrighty then, smart alec. Go on."

"Well, St. Paul had his letters and I have my blog, though his works are far more worth checking out than this silly thing on the net. I want to reach people, encourage them in their faith, possibly even open the door to conversion for some, and even for my own sake. No, not in a vain sort of way. I pray that that doesn't happen, but I mean that I want ME to grow spiritually from composing such work. Teachers do a great deal of learning themselves. I'm not expecting anything terribly big from writing this. I know that not everyone in the world is reading anything that I write and only a small number ever will most likely. I'm just doing what I can where I am right now using my God given gift of writing. We as Christians are all called to be missionaries and this one of the ways that I do it.

The media these days is at our very finger tips with so much room for the average person to evangelize. Just think about it; blogs, myspace, facebook (yes even that can be used for evangelization,) creating videos on youtube, posting comments on youtube, podcasting, and for those especially talented creating one's own website.

I'd like to have the blog going for years. I apologize for not updating as much as I probably should. We all have our schedules, especially in my case during the school year. College isn't so carefree and this summer I'm working a minimal of forty hours a week. I'll probably just do a once a month post on average.

I've written down a bunch of ideas for posts ranging from movie recommendations, satire, random musings, poetry, etc. Believe me that's just the start of the list. Just wait and see what I have in store for my viewers and if at any time I write or show a link to something that's contrary to the truth of the faith please do (charitably) let me know. "

Franciscan University Visit

2008-06-13T14:57:00.000-07:00

During my spring break last March I went for an overnight campus visit to the charismatically Catholic Franciscan University of Steubenville. Quite a long drive to Ohio but well worth the distance. Mom and I entered Steubenville late that night and wanted to see where the school was before checking into our hotel. Fortunately, we found it very quickly and were surprised at the sight of the campus.

A sign pointed upward. Neither of us expected it to be ontop of a hill. I had expected a school at a common level, but being up away from the rest of the town was actually a plus instead of a minus. In this way you're totally in Franciscan and free from the distractions of the world, so you are Christ-centered.

What an impressive school! Imagine a Catholic university where each year the professors take an oath of fidelity to the Church. Prospective students, parents, and guardians can rest assure that they will only be instructed in the truth of the faith.

Daily is mass is offered four times a day and guess what? Students and faculty actually attend! It's celebrated reverently in a pretty chapel filled with people. By no means is this a boring, for in the reverence one is surrounded by the beauty of the mystery of God. A little Latin is even sung, so we have a taste of the past.

Throughout my stay there I noticed how eucharistic centered the campus was. In the multiple daily masses, the small chapels in each residence hall where adoration takes place, and in the Portiuncula. The Portiuncula is chapel built that was remodeled after a church that St. Francis of Assissi restored and the place of the founding of the friars and clothing of St. Clare as a nun. Such a beautiful place for eucharistic adoration! Other places for prayer include the outdoor stations of the cross, the grotto built in honor of Our Lady, and a tomb of the unborn which in sorrowful memory of five aborted babies.

I got to sit in on a theology and catechetics (religious education class) that I must say are very impressive. Franciscan is the perfect place to study such subjects. The pre-theology program is top notch and the catechetics major is the best in the country. My mom and I even got to take a tour of the set where the television show "Franciscan University Presents" is filmed for EWTN. Another interesting thing about the school is that one can join what are called households-- a group of peers that come together for prayer, socialization, etc. Each has its own charism whether it be Our Lady, a saint, etc. They become like a home away from home for an individual.
The pro-life movement is absolutely huge at this school and there is no doubt that it is Catholic. The only place more Catholic than Franciscan University of Steubenville is the Vatican. A very different environment than my current secular college to say the least. When you pray no one thinks you're weird or gives you strange looks. Heck, they may even join you. Not that Franciscan students are holier than thou. They act like ordinary people; hang out, have fun, get involved in non-religious activities on campus, watch movies, etc. They're not perfect little angels, but they certainly do put their faith first in their lives. You may even encounter a religious sister in a classroom or spot a franciscan friar strolling around campus. If I do attend, I'll be in a safe environment filled with people with the same set of values as me. About 2,400 undergraduate students where the classes tend to be smaller, students get the personal attention needed and are not just one of hundreds in a room.

The school's motto is, "academically challenging, passionately Catholic." Believe me, it lives up to it. So if you're looking for a rock solid Catholic campus, Franiscan University of Steubenville is the place to be.

Boy With Clubfoot

2008-05-10T23:01:00.000-07:00

For my English class I had to look at an older painting and then write about it. The title of it is "Boy With Clubfoot" and yes you guessed it, this is a picture of a boy with a clubfoot. After pondering what to write about for a little while it hit me to write a poem- a pro-life poem.

sweet, energetic, bright boy
...with a clubfoot
so much to give yet so little given to him
mother's abandonment at two
after multiple doctors told her that his condition was permanent,
uninvolved father
claiming that she should decide,
rejoicing her freedom from him,
sent to an old orphanage,
five years and no one has come to adopt him
because of his clubfoot,
saying that he isn't like other children
or he would be too difficult to take care of,
made fun of by the other children
mocking him by inviting the boy to play sports
knowing full well that he couldn't
no family
no friends
only given pity from those who work at the orphanage
to some a nuisance
a challenge
an inconvenience
to others just a clubfoot
not a person but a body part

Defying Gravity- Defying Society

2008-04-15T00:43:00.000-07:00

Last summer I saw the awesome musical "Wicked" which is the story of the wicked witch of the west with a whole new creative twist. My favorite song from it is "Defying Gravity." Now whenever I listen to it or think about it I can't help but be reminded of living out the Catholic faith, for nothing is as radical as holiness. So I've tweaked the song a little bit for you. Instead of "Defying Gravity" it's "Defying Society." May this encourage you during times when you feel so weird or attacked for your beliefs. I know what it's like to have people think that you're crazy and narrowminded for fidelity to the Church.

Defying Society

Something has changed within me. Something is not the same. I'm through with playing by the rules of someone else's game. Too late for second guessing. Too late to go back to sleep. It's time to trust my instincts, close my eyes, and take a leap of faith. It's time to try defying society. I think I'll try defying society and you can't pull me down...

I'm through with accepting limits because someone says they're so. Some things I cannot change but til I try I'll never know. Too long I've been afraid of losing love. I guess I lost. Well if that's love it comes at much too high a cost. I'd sooner buy defying society. Kiss me goodbye. I'm defying society and you can't pull me down...

So if you care to find me look to the western sky. As someone told me lately everyone deserves a chance to fly. But I won't be flying solo. Our Lord and I we'll be flying free and to those who ground me take a message back from me. Tell them how I am defying society. I'm flying high defying society and soon I'll match them in renown. And nobody in all the world, no culture that there is or was is ever gonna bring the Church down.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=btU7hXLOYHA

Crown of Thorns Reflection

2008-03-21T14:22:00.000-07:00

One Halloween years ago I was getting my costume ready. I was going as St. Philomena and my mom was pinning the crown of flowers around my head. One of the hair clips jabbed my head accidentally and led out an "ow!" Then it reminded me of how Jesus was pierced by a whole crown of long and thick thorns. After the soldiers slammed it on His head they pounded it into his very skull so that it would stay on.

I saw that my own pain was absolutely nothing compared to what He endured. No matter what we suffer, whether it be physical, emotional, mental, or spiritual, will never add up to what Jesus suffered. He loves us that much and wants us to seek Him in times of sorrow and joy as well.

There is nothing that He has held back from us: His Body, His Life, His Time, His message, His love, and even lowered Himself- body, blood, soul, and divinity, down to the Eucharist in the form of bread and wine. So why do we struggle in giving ourselves totally to Him? (I ask this more to myself than anyone else.)

Regarding Lent

2008-02-06T20:03:00.000-08:00

Today is Ash Wedesday, the first day of Lent. For those of you who don't know much about it or who don't understand it I'll explain what it entails.

For fourty days we prepare for Easter, just as Jesus was in the desert for fourty days in preparation for His ministry. During that time He fasted, prayed, and overcame temptation. The official Church teaching is that we are to abstain from meat accept for fish on Ash Wedesday and every friday throughout Lent. Why do we do this? In the time of Our Lord, whenever there was a celebration the fattened calf was slaughtered and eaten, but Lent is not a time of celebrating, Easter is. We await in hope for that glorious day. I also think of eating fish as a reminder of our call to discipleship and to spread the gospel to all people. Our Lord said to His disciples, "Come after me, and I will make you fishers of men" (Mk 1:17). The ashes on our foreheads serve as a reminder to us. For we are dust and to dust we shall return (Gen 3:19). This reminds us that our life on earth is a short one and that we are made for God in heaven, not earth.

In regards to fasting, those fourteen and above are required to do so only on Ash Wedesday and Good Friday. "On these days, we are permitted only one full meal and two small meals that together add up to one full meal and two small meals, and must abstain from eating meat. Days of abstinence (such as the Fridays of Lent) simply require the avoidance of meat on those days" (Pinto 168, 169). One is excused from fasting if it indangers one's health though. Many people also make other sacrifices such as giving up a particular food or drink that they like or secular music.

Why do we do these things?

"1. As a way to atone for sins of the past, both ours and others (Col 1:24).

2. To learn to master our inclinations towards sin (Jas 1:2-4).

3. To help us prepare for the spiritual feast of the resurrection of Jesus on Easter.

4. As a sign of our conversion.

5. As a way to purify our soul (CCC 2043)" (Pinto 168).

"Mastering the little changes in life prepares us for the big challenges (Heb 5:8, 1 Pt 4:12-13)" (Pinto 168).

I'd like to point out that the words Lent and love are interconnected. They both start with the letter "l" and have four letters. Some think that Lent is all about burdens, but actually, the only sacrifice that is burdensome is the one done apart from love. True love is not a feeling or an emotion, but action. True love is wishing the best for another, even to the point of sacrifice. The ultimate display of love was Jesus dying on the cross for us all. There was no other ration reason for Him doing it. Throughout Lent we offer our very selves up and unite our sufferings with His. We call it the paschal mystery, which means suffering and dying in order to gain new life, just like what Jesus did. We find this in the theme song to a television series entitled, "The Pure Life."

Was I born just to die? Was I given these gifts just to watch um' pass by and have I toiled in vain? There is joy in Him who leads us through pain. For all those who'll come to the Table to be sustained, there is joy, there is life here in my suffering.

Christ died for us and we are called to die a little for Him to show our love for Him. Don't focus on the cost but on the prize. "Do you not know that the runners in the stadium all run in the race, but to win a perishable crown, but we an imperishable one. Thus I do not run aimlessly; I do not fight as if I were shadowboxing. No I drive my body and train it, for fear that, after having preached to others, I myself should be disqualified" (1 Cor 9:24-27).

"I urge you therefore, brothers, by the mercies of God, to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God, your spiritual worship. Do not conform yourself to this age but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and pleasing and perfect" (Rm 12:1-2).

Lent is a time to start anew. Perhaps instead of giving something up you could work on overcoming a particular sin or obtain a certain virtue. I urge you to go to confession during this season, especially if you have skipped mass, which is very serious (unless there was a valid reason such as illness, the weather wouldn't permit it, etc. I don't mean for this to sound judgmental. It's just that things are pretty lax these days and I want you to be brought up instead of down.) "Why should you go to confession? Why can't you just tell God you're sorry on your own?" www.catholic.com/thisrock/2001/0110sbs.asp

Think of every sacrifice you make as a gift to Jesus, an egg or treat in His Easter basket. If it is not done out of love though, the chocolate bunnies will taste terrible to Him. Why not possibly watch less tv or even give it up all together. I've heard it said that Blessed Mother Teresa refered to the tabernacle as her tv. Did you know that you can do Eucharistic Adoration online? www.savior.org Do you have questions about the Eucharist? "Isn't it just symbolic? Come on, it's just a piece of bread. Does receiving the Eucharist make us cannibals? Doesn't scripture disprove the doctrine? Wasn't it made up over time by the Church?" www.catholic.com/thisrock/2001/0103sbs.asp

Works Cited

The New American Bible. Ed. Hartman, Canada: World Bible Inc., 1987.

Pinto, Matthew J. Did Adam & Eve Have Belly Buttons? 2003. West Chester: Ascension Press,
1998.

Bella Movie Review

2008-01-04T09:31:00.000-08:00

Over the summer I had heard about the upcoming release of a film entitled Bella. I was told that that it was a pro-life movie and that it had actually won the People's Choice Award at the Toronto Film Festival. Last August, producer and actor in the film, Eduardo Verastegui, made a guest appearance on popular EWTN show Life on the Rock discussing his conversion from being a mostly non-practicing Catholic to his journey home to Rome. He was a soap opera star in Mexico and was lost in the glitz of stardom, but through his mother's prayers and his English tutor's challenging words Eduardo discovered what was truly important. I yearned to see this movie but it was (and still is) released in a limited amount of theaters.

Over Thanksgiving break my family and I went on vacation to Branson, MO. My mom surprised me by asking if I wanted to see Bella. I didn't know that she had even heard of the movie. Apparently it was playing in my hometown while I was away at college. Previously, I had prayed for the privilege of viewing the film and I knew that this was the answer to my prayer. So my mom and I drove to Springfield to see it and we are glad that we did.

Nina, an unwed waitress, finds herself pregnant and her boyfriend is for aborting the child. To make matters worse she is fired from her job for her multiple tardies and her boss doesn't believe that she was truly sick one day. He thinks that she was actually hung over, but Nina was experiencing morning sickness. To promote life the writers could have gone in multiple directions with this. The film could have been preachy, judgmental, etc. Surprisingly enough, the movie doesn't do any of these things.

We as an audience feel compassion for Nina, who had difficulty enough just living on her small salary at the restaurant. A chef named Jose from where she used to work, leaves the restaurant to come to her aid. He merely becomes her friend; listening to what she has to say, spends the day with her, and treats her to dinner with his family. Nina grows to trust Jose and through this friendship love their lives change.

Both pro-choicers and pro-lifers will be challenged by this movie. Pro-choicers will ponder on their previous position and pro-lifers will consider how loving is the key to changing people. The main message is love in Bella. As the movie website says, it's a love story that goes beyond the romance between a man and woman. This theme of love can be applied to evangelizing. Everyone longs for it and is incomplete without it. Through loving we can reveal what being a follower of Christ is all about and the walls of defense around their hearts will collapse.

As my mom put it, the movie is different in that it's for widescreen audiences. Bella isn't about any part of Christ's life or the life of a saint, so it draws attention and appeal to many faith backgrounds and views. Despite its common ground though, the Catholic faith isn't ignored. One seen involves Jose and his family praying before dinner and the film itself opens with the quote, "My grandmother told me that if you want to make God laugh, tell Him your plans." (By the way if this is true I must be Robin Williams.) Most likely, Jose's displays of love are motivated by his faith.

On another note Bella is a great film for Hispanics. Eduardo, who plays Jose commented on how Latinos are typically portrayed in films. The men are usually portrayed as criminals, thieves, drug dealers, and if they are handsome then they are Don Juan casanovas who are womanizing liars. "You never see a Latino as a hero- not a hero like Superman or Batman or any of those guys; a man of integrity, a man who sacrifices for his wife or children, a good citizen that serves his country." Eduardo and his fellow associates who made Bella, resolved to portray Hispanics in a much more positive light and kept their promise. Looking back at his past, Eduardo realized that back when he was a Mexican soap opera star, that he was feeding the negative stereotype in the media, and even became a womanizer himself. The man who was (and still is) regarded as Mexico's Brad Pitt, decided to turn his life around and has a profound new respect for women. He wanted to present women more favorably in this film as well, after all he said, he had a wonderful mother and three sisters.

Bella is truly a magnificent treasure. You'll laugh, possibly cry, and be hungry for Puertorican/Mexican food afterwards. This is now one of my favorite movies of all time. I'm considering it for the number one spot on my list. At the moment, it's showing in a limited amount of theaters, but the requests for the movie keep coming in. To find out where it's being shown go to http://bellathemoviesite.com/.

All Saints Day

2007-11-01T21:36:00.000-07:00

Happy All Saints Day everyone! Over the years I've studied the lives of many saints. Throughout this time I've noticed that even though each one of them is unique, that they have many similar traits.

1) Love Jesus More Than Anyone or Anything

2) Love Their Neighbor as They Love Themselves

3) Serve in Whatever Vocation That They Are Called To

4) Are Christlike

5) Chaste

6) Prayerful

7) Have Beautiful Souls

8) Seek God's Will Above Their Own

9) Childlike But Not Childish

10) Obedient

11) Follow 10 Ten Commandments

12) Passionately Love The Church

13) Live Out The Eight Beatitudes

14) Are Not Saints By Themselves, But With Total Reliance on The Lord

15) Reverent When Needed To Be, Never Wishing To Be Disrespectful

16) Love The Sacraments, Especially The Eucharist

17) Know How Important The Family Is

18) Pro-Life

19) Know That There Is Both a Spiritual World and a Natural World

20) Have a Healthy Love of Self

21) Have True Freedom, By Being Free in The Lord

22) Courageous in The Battle of Good vs. Evil

23) Pro- Scripture, But Anti-Scripture Alone

I have never found a single saint that contradicted any of these traits. As one can clearly see, we can live out these traits as well. Holiness is for everyone, not just for a select few.

God Blessed the Broken Road

2007-10-22T20:14:00.000-07:00

I discovered a song that perfectly describes my conversion from being a half-hearted Catholic to an overflowing one. It's called, "God Blessed the Broken Road." I tweaked the song a little to make it fit, but for the most part it's the same as the original version.

"I set out on a narrow way many years ago, hoping I would find true joy along the broken road. But I got lost a time or two, wiped my brow and kept pushing through. I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to You.

And every long lost dream led me to where You are. Others things that stired my heart, they were just northern stars pointing me on my way into Your loving arms. This much I know is true, that God blessed the broken road that led me straight to You.

I think about all the years I spent just passing through. I'd like to take the time I lost and give it back to You, but You just smile and take my hand. You've heard this before. You understand. It's all part of a grander plan that is coming through.

And every long lost dream led me to where You are. Other things that stired my heart, they were just northern stars pointing me on my way into Your loving arms. This much I know is true, that God blessed the broken road that me straight to You.

Now I'm just rolling home in my Beloved's arms. This much I know is true that God blessed the broken road and led me straight to You. ... that God blessed the broken road and led me straight to You."

My conversion story truly was a love story, just not the kind that I expected. There are many different types of love and one of them is between God and humanity. I fell in- love with Jesus. I never dreamed that such love existed. In the words of St. Augustine, "Our hearts were made for You Oh Lord, and they are restless until they rest in You." I found true peace and happiness.

"God Blessed the Broken Road" was originally performed by Rascal Flats but I prefer this version by Selah. http://youtube.com/watch?v=PZ7n6NXXYmo

If you'd like the lyrics to the real song, then go to www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/rascalflats/blessedthebrokenroad.html.

Witness to Hope

2007-10-16T20:30:00.000-07:00

I'm going to tell you the story of a man who refered to himself as, "a witness to hope." For thematic purposes I won't reveal his name until much later. He is an inspiration to all of those who are struggling to hope in troubling times.

Many years ago in the land of poland, a baby boy was born. His nickname was Lolek. Lolek had a loving and devoutly Catholic family. At the young age of eight, Lolek lost his dear mother and then his older brother three years later. His father was all that he had left. These sorrows however, did not bring Lolek down. He was a confident and happy young man who excercised his many talents. Lolek was an athlete, a scholar, and a great actor. He began his first year of college with the intention of acting professionally. Then all of a sudden, his plans were changed.

Poland, his dear homeland, was captured by the Nazis and World War II began. Lolek and his father were driven from their home and they worked in a quary just to survive. He had to say goodbye to his Jewish friends who were fleeing in order to save their lives. Poland's culture was supressed. Plays, poetry, and music were forbidden.

Lolek couldn't bear to let the arts come to an end. He and several others secretly met at people's houses to perform for them. They risked their lives so that their Polish culture would not be forgotten. On one occasion, Adolf Hitler gave another fanatic speech. It was heard over the radio where Lolek was performing. Despite the power of Hitler's words, Lolek did not stop reading his speech. He refused to give way. He desired to proclaim his message no matter what.

Suddenly, Loleck's father died. At the age of twenty his entire family was gone. Years later he said that by this time in his life that he had lost all of those that he loved, even one that he would have loved. You see his older sister died in infancy before he was even born. During this period he was filled with tremendous sorrow. He got through this with his Catholic faith.

He became drawn to prayer like never before. He started to realize that he might have a call to the priesthood. Lolek knew that if he did pursue this vocation he would be in grave danger. Priests were definitely not favored by the Nazis. Seminarians had to meet in secret for formation. If he was discovered he would be killed. At the age of twenty-one, Lolek took the plunge and entered a seminary. He studied with his fellow seminarians by night and worked at his job by day. One terrifying day, Lolek and the other seminarians were nearly discovered. God protected them from their foes. Finally, after years of study, Lolek was ordained a priest.

After several years of oppression, Poland was set free from the Nazis. The land rejoiced, but their celebration was short-lived. They were taken over by the Soviet Union. The country was now communist. This wasn't much better than being ruled by the Nazis. Communism not only poisoned their form of government, but also their people. Even during these troubling times, Lolek did not give up. His Catholic faith remained a rock solid formation for him.

Many years passed and Poland was still under the control of the communists. Twenty-nine year ago to this day, something amazing happened. In Rome, a great multitude of people gathered outside. A man proclaimed words that everyone wanted to hear, "Habemus Papum!" This is Latin for, "We have a pope!" The crowd shouted for joy and they eagerly awaited for the man to be introduced. His original name was Karol Wojtyla (Voy-tee-wa), but he became known as Pope John Paul II. To say the least, this was a great surprise. Not only did he come from a communist country, but there had never been a polish pope before. The trend for the past few centuries was having an Italian pope.

Before, Karol (his real name) was ruled by men who hated the Catholic Church, but now he was the head of the Catholic Church. He came from the bottom and rose to the top. John was a peace maker, author, and missionary to the whole world. He wasn't popular for his conservative views, but that did not stop him from proclaiming the Church's stance on tough issues. John Paul knew that if one was Catholic that one had to remain strong. Throughout his reign, he dealt with difficult problems; materialism, the affects of the sexual revolution, terrorism, the scandals of sexually abusive priests... just to name a few. John Paul even suffered through an assassination attempt. He had the courage and strength to forgive the man who tried to kill him. The Holy Father never gave up on his children. He expected great things from them. Pope John Paul II was truly a witness to hope.

If you liked this than check out the documentary, "Witness to Hope." If you have the time read the book. It's very long but worth it.

One of the Patron Saints of This Blog

2007-10-01T19:35:00.000-07:00

Today is the feastday of St. Therese of Lisieux, one of the patron saints of this blog. In honor of my favorite saint I'm writing a few recommendations.

First, her autobiography, "The Story of a Soul." If you want to get inside of her head and heart than this is definitely the book for you. It's one of my favorite books of all time!

Second, "The Mother of the Little Flower." This short book reveals who Therese's mother truly was; a strong woman of conviction. There's also a book entitled, "The Father of The Little Flower" but I haven't read it. Both of them are being considered for canonization! Eventually I'll write about what an amazing couple they truly were.

Third, "Celine The Sister of St. Therese." This beautiful work shows how this dear saint influenced her older sister.

Fourth, if you desire to start your day with a quote by the Little Flower or a quick story about her then check out, "Mornings with St. Therese." It's a positive way to begin your morning!

Fifth, if you've want to know the Little Flowers views on topics such as loving God, loving neighbor, hope, Our Lady, the Blessed Sacrament, etc. you'll be inspired by "Quotes of Saint Therese."

Sixth, if you want to learn how to follow the Little Way read the short booklet, "With Child-like Trust: The Spiritual Childhood of the Little Flower." www.littleflower.org

Seventh, you've got to see Luke Film's "Therese." It's not perfect but it's a wonderful film anyway. (I'm just picky because I'm a Theresian "scholar.") This movie is a great introduction to this compelling saint and it promotes vocations!

Prayers for the Troops

2007-09-23T21:04:00.000-07:00

In honor of the feastday of St. Michael the Archangel who is the patron saint of soldiers, this update is dedicated to specifically praying for the troops.

O Saint Michael, defender of goodness, righteousness, and truth please protect the soldiers in Iraq from physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual harm. For those who are already suffering from these afflictions bring them comfort and hope so that they may persevere. Please pray for their sanctification and if they do not know the beauty of Catholicism pray for their conversion. Many are in grave spiritual danger, so send the soldiers chaplains who are faithful to the Church. Their souls greatly need nourishment, not merely to fight against the earthly enemy but the worst enemy of all: the devil.

Even though the troops are away from home, assure them that Their Heavenly Father is with them and that their mother Mary is there to console them. Pray that they may receive Jesus Christ in the Eucharist daily if possible to have the strength and power to become holy and fight for their Master. Make Confession available to them to rid them of all that is unclean. Ask The Holy Spirit to help them use His fruits and gifts properly. Remind them of their fellow soldiers, the saints, who endured the good fight.

Please pray especially for the families of the soldiers. May they come together during this difficult time and grow spiritually. Give them the strength they need to live another day separated from their loved one.

The Official Prayer to St. Michael

Saint Michael the Archangel,
defend us in the day of battle. Be our protection against the wickedness
and snares of the devil. May God rebuke him we humbly pray. O do
thou O Prince of the Heavenly Host, by the power of God thrust into
Hell Satan and all the evil spirits prowling about the world seeking the
ruin of souls.

Amen.

Here's a song called "Letters from War." You are warned though, it will probably make you cry.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=x9CHRioindE&feature=related

Inside Mary's Immaculate Heart

2007-09-08T17:37:00.000-07:00

Today is Our Lady's birthday! In honor of her I wrote a poem entitled, "Inside Mary's Immaculate Heart."

Let her take you by the hand into her Immaculate Heart. It is full of infinite graces and gifts for anyone who asks for them. These things shall make you able to stand strong to fight against all that is evil.

This woman who is here to aide you is your soul's own mother. She has the most pure heart ever known to man. She is free from all sin and God once physically dwelt within her womb. Your soul's mother is as gentle as any woman could be.

She is a living vessel of love. Open up the doors to her heart and she will show you what love is. No one loved Jesus more than Mary did, so she can teach you how to love Him. She can show you how to treat everyone as a son or daughter. She also is your teacher in prayer. She shows you how to pray even during your everyday tasks. Now you are able to pray always, just as she has always done.

You encounter another door that looks spectacular. Mary hands you the key to open that door but you do not know what to expect. You do not know if you will be able to handle it. The door is just so large and you are afraid. Then your mother, who realizes your fear, holds you in her arms and says that you are ready to go in there. The lady sweetly says, "Just remember all that I have taught you."

Mary takes you by the hand and simply gazing at her loving face you feel the courage to take the next step. You use the key to open the door and you step in.

You are in awe because you realize that you are in the Sacred Heart of Jesus. In His Sacred Heart you find things in it that you never dreamed possible. Jesus eagerly welcomes you into His loving arms, never letting you go. Then, Mary warmly says that, "You could not have entered the Sacred Heart of my Son without first going through my own heart, because I am the one who possesses the key."

St. Teresa de los Andes

2007-08-20T12:52:00.000-07:00

Today I'm going to honor a saint that isn't very well known: St. Teresa of the Andes. I meant to do this before but I had some setbacks.

This young woman grew up in Chile during the early twentieth century. Originally her name was Juana but everyone called her Juanita. She lived a very devout and virtuous life for someone so young. At the tender age of fourteen, when a girl is in danger of being greatly influenced by the world, Juanita felt a call to be a carmelite nun. She intently read about carmelite spirituality, particularly the inspiring "Story of a Soul" written by the now canonized St. Therese (one of the patron saints of this blog.)

Yet even with this piety Juanita lived a balanced life. She enjoyed swimming and playing tennis, helped teach catechism classes, was deligent in school, and was very close to her family. Just before she reached nineteen Juanita entered the carmelite monastery at Los Andes. She felt such joy at finally meeting her Beloved but it was such a sacrifice for her to say goodbye to her family.

Not everyone understood why she became a carmelite and the now Sister Teresa of Jesus assured them of her happiness in her letters to them. Teresa evangelized her family and friends with her inspiring letters and the prioress of the community encouraged her to continue. If it were not for these letters then we may never have known about this holy young woman who had so much strength and love to give. Teresa spent eleven wonderful months in the monastery before she died a very young death. She did not even reach her twentieth birthday, yet in what little time she had spent there everyone in the community saw her sanctity.

I wish that more people knew about this simple yet powerful saint. She was very much like St. Therese in her littleness and humility. Last July EWTN showed a mini-series on her life which lasted six episodes. Unfortunately it's only played once a year and I don't think that it can be purchased anywhere, so next year if you want to see it you'll have to look up the times on www.ewtn.com. The mini-series starts out slow but then progresses and is well worth your time.

If anyone wants to learn even more about this saint go to www.teresadelosandes.org/#. Before entering the site you have to click on one of the flags on the bottom so that the proper language can be displayed.

St. John Vianney

2007-08-13T22:22:00.000-07:00

Today I'm honoring a favorite saint of mine, John Vianney. If only there were some modern day Vianneys! He's the patron saint of parish priests even though he barely made it out of the seminary. His professors and fellow classmates thought that he was dumb. He failed most of his classes and had the toughest time with Latin, yet he never despaired. No one found anything remarkable about the man. He had profound humility and devotion to Our Lady.

John was sent to a parish that had abandoned its faith. Only the elderly women attended mass.
This courageous man never gave up on his flock. He knelt before the Lord in the Blessed Sacrament begging for the conversion of his parish. He drew people to mass with his simple words of truth in his sermons. A great multitude of people came to listen to him, even those from other parishes.

Other priests were jealous of him and rebuked him. To their surprise John not only accepted their criticisms but thanked them for their corrections. He called them his dear colleagues and refered to himself as a sinful man who needed their direction. John was also hated by the bartenders of Ars, France who noticed that they were losing business because of him. Satan himself beat and harassed him, for he was losing souls because of him. Vianney saw visions of Mary and could tell when a penitent was hiding something from him in the confessional, but these spiritual gifts didn't make him a saint, the way he lived his life did. He spent at least eighteen hours a day hearing confessions. Imagine what the priests of today would do if such a thing were to happen!

Priests of our contemporary world look to St. John Vianney as an example. He was hated by the world for challenging it but he wasn't afraid to live by the truth of the Catholic faith. Those of you that have trouble with your own stubborn parish that refuses to convert, he had trouble with his too. It didn't just convert over night. He made sacrifices for them and prayed for them. He never lost hope in them. Vianney knew the power of prayer and lived it out. He called people to conversion and repentance. Vianney wasn't afraid to discuss turning away from sin. If he didn't then he wouldn't have spent all of those hours listening to confessions. What if there were a hundred St. John Vianneys? The world would belong only to God.

All of you who are not priests support these ordained men. I've heard it said on EWTN that twelve men changed the world two thousand years ago and twelve men can change the world today. Those twelve men were the Apostles. Those twelve men were priests. Pray for the sanctification of these men and dedicate to God all of your thoughts, words, and actions for them, for even St. Therese offered every beating of her heart for souls, dedicating everything she could to God.

I'd like to take the time to announce that Luke Films, the same organization that brought us the hit, "Therese" is thinking about making a movie about St. John Vianney, but they need financial assistance. Go to http://www.lukefilms.com/ to find out more about this company and how you can help. Prayers are especially needed for them now.

Our Anniversary

2007-08-03T00:27:00.000-07:00

Today is a very special anniversary for me but first I have to backtrack. I grew up as a luke warm Catholic but shortly after I turned thirteen something amazing happened. It was saturday morning and I was flipping through channels. Suddenly I stopped turning channels because I recognized a certain cartoon's opening credits. The show was called, "In the Beginning." I remember watching an episode of it in my sixth grade religion class the year before. For some reason I decided to watch the show. I discovered that the channel that was called EWTN which was and still is a passionately Catholic network. As time passed I watched the channel regularly and I converted from luke warm to on fire for the faith. I discovered a whole new world that had been right in front of me the whole time.

Now this is where the anniversary comes in. Several months after randomly finding EWTN, I had a dream that I hope I'll never forget. I was in one of EWTN's shows called, "The Story Keepers." "The Story Keepers" is an animated series about the first century Christians who were persecuted for their faith. The characters risk their lives to pass on the Gospel stories. I definitely recommend this series! Anyway, I found myself at the foot of The Cross but The Lord hadn't died yet. I noticed that St. Peter stood next to me. He asked The Lord how this could be happening and how could he ever follow Him now. Christ was saddened by what he said because it sounded as if he was leaving Him. Somehow I mustered up the courage to speak. I said something along the lines of, "Lord, no matter how bad things get I will never leave You. I say this because I love You." He smiled and looked at me with such love.

Today is the five year anniversary of the first time I told Jesus that I loved Him. Thinking about the dream gives me comfort during trying times in my faith life. When was the last time you told Jesus that you loved Him?

Positive and Uplifting Links

2007-08-01T22:20:00.000-07:00

This is a website that promotes chastity, which is the only way to find true love. There are quotes on purity, questions and answers about living pure, a gift shop, and more. http://www.pureloveclub.com/

This is an online discussion board with all kinds of topics; vocations, prayer, apologetics, and more. http://www.phatmass.com/

If you're looking for reliable reviews on movies from the Catholic perspective here it is. http://www.decentfilms.com/

This is an amazing article that answers the frequently pondered question, "What do Catholic youth want?" www.adoremus.org/6_72K.Jon.html (If the link doesn't work try either http://www.adoremus.org/ or a google search entitled, "What do Catholic youth want?")

This is an absolutely beautiful music video on discerning a vocation! It's based off of a speech by Pope John Paul II. The song is magnifecent! This clip is my favorite clip on vocations! www.youtube.com/watch?v=kHgSAjuqcLI

The song played during this clip is "Here I am Lord." The background is simply gorgeous! www.youtube.com/watch?v=rzp835WRNZw&mode=relatedsearch= (P.S. since the equal sign doesn't appear in the blue you'll probably get better results if you just type this in yourself.)

"What I can do with my life." The song played is "Here I am Lord." I've never heard that song sung so beautifully before! It's yet another vocation clip. www.youtube.com/watch?v=GINNh15cTO8

This is a great clip about the Dominican Sisters of St. Cecilia! (P.S. since the equal sign doesn't appear in the blue you'll probably get better results if you just type this in yourself.) www.youtube.com/watch?v=4BxHskcdzQ&mode=related&search=

This is a touching clip that answers the question, "Why am I Catholic?" www.youtube.com/watch?v=hOnSjxDKJE0

This is a tribute to Pope John Paul II with a song sung by Clay Aiken, the runner up on the hit TV show American Idol. www.youtube.com/watch?v=PEGCACesZII

This is a feast for the soul! The song played is "I Can Only Imagine" but it's the Catholic version with an eye opening surprise! Go to www.youtube.com and type in "Catholic I Can Only Imagine."

This is a very touching music video made in memory of Terri Schiavo called, "Beautiful Still." www.youtube.com/watch?v=8rFyfsIHaGM

This is a rare treasure! The music video is entitled, "Can I live?" by Nick Cannon. It promotes the pro-life movement. How unexpected to find such a thing from a secular artist! It's no coincidence that this clip was added on May 18, the birthday of Pope John Paul II. www.youtube.com/watch?v=4AqPRcF7zCO

St. Anne and Since We're There St. Joachim Too

2007-07-26T20:33:00.000-07:00

Today is the Feastday of St. Anne and it's hard to talk about her without St. Joachim. Here is their story.

Many years ago in Nazareth there lived a devout Jewish couple who were very much in love. Their names were Anne and Joachim. The two of them prayed and waited for God to bless them with the gift of a child. Twenty years of marriage passed and they still had no children. At the time it was shameful to be childless. Many thought that they were barren because the couple had done something that offended God. When Joachim went to the temple to offer a sacrifice to the Lord for a child he was turned away. To them he was unworthy of such a thing, so he went out into the wilderness to pray and offer a sacrifice.

Because her husband was away for so long, Anne worried that he was dead or had abandoned her. Suddenly an angel appeared to reassure her that none of her fears were true. Then she was told that the Lord finally was granting her a child and that they would play a major part in the world's history. Anne praised the Lord for such a blessing. The angel then appeared to Joachim and he was told the good news. He rushed home to his wife praising the Lord. Nine months later their beautiful baby girl was born. The daughter was sinless since the moment of conception so that she could carry on her unique and crucial mission. She was full of grace and the Lord was with her. The girl's name was Mary and yes she did play a major part in the world's history.

If you look back in the Old Testament you'll find stories where there are barren couples who miraculously conveive a child, but this story is different. In earlier times the husband and wife were given a son but in this instance it was a daughter. I think that this is significant. It was foreshadowing of a whole new world that was soon approaching. The Old Law was soon going to come to an end and the New Law was on its way. After thousands of years of darkness after the fall of Adam and Eve a small hidden candle was lit.

Now back to Our Lady's parents. What strikes me about this holy married couple was that though they were sad and frustrated that God still had not given them a child for so many years they didn't give up. They were stronger in their faith because of it. Their trust in the Lord was tested and purified. Not only that but they were excelent parents. Anne and Joachim must have been special people to raise the Mother of the God. Can't you just picture Mary on her father's lap as he instructs her in the faith? Do you not see Anne teaching her how to pray? What Mary learned from her own parents she passed on to her Son. I don't think that we give Sts. Anne and Joachim enough recognition for what they did. We especially should look at them today as examples for the family is under attack now more than ever. We need holy married couples, parents, and grandparents.

Romance Movies

2007-07-07T14:43:00.000-07:00

I've noticed that such romance films as "Titanic" and "The Notebook" are very popular among women, but I can't help but notice that these movies, as well as many others are not chaste. So if your looking for some quality romance movies or movies that have love stories going on in them that are pro-chastity here are some suggestions. I find that flicks like these are better both morally and entertainment wise. I'll add more to the list if I encounter any more.

1) Shadowlands

2) The Princess Bride

3) Ever After

4) Sense and Sensibility

5) Emma

6) Pride and Prejudice

7) The Sound of Music

8) Sabrina (1996)

9) The Music Man

10) Roger's and Hammerstein's "Cinderella" staring Brandy

11) Beauty and the Beast (If you think that the animated version is good you'll think that the broadway version is wonderful!)

12) Sleepless in Seattle

13) Little Women (1995)

14) A Walk to Remember

15) Shrek (funny and romantic)

16) The Lakehouse

17) Aladdin

18) Lady and the Tramp

19) It's a Wonderful Life

20) The Phantom of the Opera (Keep in mind that there is some immodest clothing and someone touching another character in a dishonorable way. So look away at those parts. However there is no fornication.)

21) Simply Irresistable (This isn't squeeky clean either but it doesn't cross the line as far as many films do. There is no fornication in this film.)

22) The Lion King

Holy Darkness

2007-07-02T13:28:00.000-07:00

The following is a song based off of St. John of the Cross's classic book "The Dark Night of the Soul." I'm going through a spiritual trial at the moment and this song comforts me.

Holy Darkness

chorus: Holy darkness, blessed night, Heaven's answer hidden from our sight. As we await You, O God of silence, we embrace Your holy night.

I have tried you in fires of affliction; I have taught your soul to grieve. In the barren soil of your loneliness there I will plant My seed. (Then go back to the chorus.)

I have taught you the price of compassion; you have stood before the grave. Though My love can seem like a raging storm, this is the love that saves. (Then go back to the chorus.)

In your deepest hour of darkness I will give you wealth untold. When the silence stills your spirit, will My riches fill your soul? (Then go back to the chorus.)

Copywrite 1988, 1989, Daniel L. Schutte. CD "Glory in the Cross; Music for the Easter Triduum" Published by OCP Publications. All rights reserved.

The Feast of St. Paul

2007-06-29T03:35:00.000-07:00

Today is the Feast day of St. Paul and this is my tribute to him. As many of you know, Paul was first called Saul and he persecuted Christians. He sought to bring all of the followers of Christ from Damascus in chains to Jerusalem where they would be put to death (Acts of the Apostles 9:2).

"On his journey, as he was nearing Damascus, a light from the sky suddenly flashed around him. He fell to the ground and heard a voice saying to him, 'Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me?' He said, 'Who are you, sir?' The reply came, 'I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting. Now get up and go into the city and you will be told what you must do' " (Acts 9:3-6). When Saul got up he discovered that he was blind and then Ananias cured him after three days (Acts 9:8, 17-18). Saul converted and later became known as Paul (Acts 9:18, 13:9).

The man who once sought to kill Christians became one of the greatest missionaries of Christ. Despite what he had done God forgave him and called him to spread the faith (Acts 13:2). No matter what we've done in the past we still must not give up. We must trust in the infinite mercy of Jesus. Even if we were the most evil human being that ever lived we can still be forgiven.

Remember Judas who betrayed Our Lord? It turns out that he regretted what he did and gave the thirty pieces of silver back to the chief priests (Matthew 27:3). He was in so much despair that he hung himself (Matthew 27:3). Judas didn't believe that he would be forgiven. He committed a grave sin. This is a great tragedy because The Lord would have forgiven him. He died for Judas too. St. Peter denied that he even knew Jesus three times and only one of the disciples came to His crucifixion, yet He forgave them. In fact they became great saints, spreading the Gospel and those same men who had once feared being killed by the Romans suffered and most died for Jesus. If only Judas had trusted in The Lord's mercy! What a great example he would have been for us! Unlike Judas, Paul did not despair. By the power of Christ he was transformed and became a new creation. What a valuable lesson for us all!

In Honor of the Feastday of St. Peter

2007-06-28T15:05:00.000-07:00

I know that the feastday of Sts. Peter and Paul isn't until tomorrow, but I decided that since that day is for two saints that I would write about one of them today and the other for tomorrow. Today I will write about St. Peter.

In honor of his feastday I'll recommend a movie about him entitled "The Power of The Resurrection." The story begins with him as an older man in prison waiting to die for his faith. An adolecent boy admits his fear of the horrible execution. The saint comforts him saying that he knows how he feels yet the boy can't believe that he was ever afraid like him. Peter confesses that it wasn't always that way.

The film then flashes back to just after Christ rises Lazerus from the dead. Most of the story takes place during Holy Week and then moves on to all that happened afterwards. The film shows Peter's fear, confusion, his refusal to believe that he will deny Christ three times, and his denial of Jesus. Throughout the story we sympathize Peter and identify with his struggles and weaknesses. Viewers see the human side of this saint but he still has his positive moments later on in the story. The main message in this movie is that without Christ we can do nothing, so we must humble ourselves and ask for His help. Peter is transformed into a saint. He gives an inspiring speech to encourage the other disciples while they're awaiting the Holy Spirit and preaches at Pentecost, despite his fear of death.

By the end of the movie the boy has learned a great deal from the story and is no longer afraid. Then St. Peter is escorted out of the prison by a Roman soldier to be martyred.

If you can't find "The Power of the Resurrection by itself then look for it on the dvd "POPE John Paul II A Documentary of the Life of Pope John Paul II." It should be listed on the bonus features.

Wedding Season

2007-06-27T20:10:00.000-07:00

Since the month of June is the most popular month for weddings, I decided to post some helpful quotes to encourage those who are married, engaged, or are discerning a vocation to marriage.

"Purity is the fruit of prayer" Blessed Mother Teresa.

"Purity prepares the soul for love, and love confirms the soul in purity" Cardinal John Henry Newman.

"The person who does not decide to love forever will find it very difficult to really love for even one day" Pope John Paul II.

"No one has greater love than this, to lay down one's life for one's friends" Christ in John 15:13.

"Now, Lord, you know that I take this wife of mine not because of lust, but for a noble purpose. Call down your mercy on me and on her, and allow us to live together to a happy old age" prayer said by Tobiah with Sarah at his side on their wedding night in Tobit 8:7.

"Love is patient, love is kind. It is not jealous, [love] is not pompous, it is not inflated, it is not rude, it does not seek its own interests, it is not quick-tempered, it does not brood over injury, it does not rejoice over wrongdoing but rejoices with the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails" St. Paul in 1 Corinthians 13:4-8.

"Intense love does not measure... it just gives" Blessed Mother Teresa.

"There is no place for selfishness- and no place for fear! Do not be afraid, then, when love makes demands. Do not be afraid when love requires sacrifice" Pope John Paul II.

"If the one falls, the other will lift up his companion... So also, if two sleep together, they keep each other warm. How can one keep warm? Where a lone man may be overcome, two together can resist" Ecclesiates 4:10-12.

"The LORD God said: 'It is not good for the man to be alone. I will make a suitable partner for him.' ...

So the LORD God cast a deep sleep on the man, and while he was asleep he took out one of his ribs and closed up its place with flesh. The LORD God then built up into a woman the rib that he had taken from the man. When he brought her to the man, the man said:

'This one, at last, is bone of my bones and flesh of my flesh; this one shall be called 'woman,' for out of 'her man' this one has been taken." That is why a man leaves, his father and mother and clings to his wife and the two of them became one body" Genesis 2:18, 21-25.

"Be subordinate to one another out of reverence for Christ. Wives should be subordinate to their husbands as to the Lord. For the husband is head of his wife just as Christ is head of the church, he himself the savior of the body. As the church is subordinate to Christ, so wives should be subordinate to their husbands in everything.

Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ loved the church and handed himself over for her to sanctify her, cleansing her by the bath of water with the word, that he might present to himself the church in splendor, without spot or wrinkle or any such thing, that she might be holy and without blemish.

So [also] husbands should love their wives as their own bodies. He who loves his wife loves himself. For no one hates his own flesh but rather nourishes and cherishes it, even as Christ does the church, because we are members of his body" Ephesians 5:21-30.

"Love to be real, it must cost- it must hurt- it must empty of self" Blessed Mother Teresa.

Our Lady of the Smile

2007-06-26T17:43:00.000-07:00

Since Our Lady of the Smile is a co-patron saint of this blog, I thought that I should dedicate this post to her. At the childhood home of St. Therese the other patron saint, there was a statue that her mother was particularly fond of. At about the age of ten Therese was ill with a mysterious illness. The doctor predicted that she would never recover, for he had never seen a case like hers last so long before. Her family tended to her and prayed very hard for her recovery. Therese, gazing at the precious statue begged for a cure.

"Suddenly the Blessed Virgin glowed with a beauty beyond anything I had ever seen. Her face was alive with kindness and an infinite tenderness, but it was her enchanting smile which really moved me to the depths. My pain vanished and two tears crept down my cheeks- tears of pure joy (p. 34 The Story of a Soul by St. Therese).

Whenever I see a statue or picture of Our Lady of the Smile I feel at peace. "There she is...my gentle and compassionate Mother. I can feel the love that she has for me. I feel peace and hope." With the help of her St. Therese was led out of darkness. Just as she cured little Therese Our Gracious Mother can cure of us and help us carry our crosses."

The Fifth Joyful Mystery

2007-06-23T14:04:00.000-07:00

The fifth joyful mystery of the rosary is the Finding of the Child Jesus in the Temple. I cannot help but notice a parallel to this story and the Passion and Resurrection. First, both stories take place during the Passover Feast. Second, both stories take place in the holy city of Jerusalem. Third, Christ is gone for three days, and His loved ones are full of sorrow because of it. Fourth, Christ's loved ones do not understand why such a sad thing happened. Fifth, in the two incidents the Lord returns to those who loved Him. Sixth, Jesus leaves in both instances because He is obedient to the will of the Father.

One can tell that the story of finding Jesus in the Temple is a foreshadowing of what is to come. Even at the young age of twelve He knows what is in His future. Jesus knows what His mission is on earth. Though He shudders at the thought of the cross, Christ accepts it but also knows that His death will not be the end. Not only must we carry our own cross but like Our Lord but we must remember that after suffering and dying there will be rising.

The Answer to a Common Problem

2007-06-22T14:41:00.000-07:00

A common problem is that the Church is having difficulty getting the youth interested in the faith. In response, I'd like to tell a true story to show my own insight on the subject.

Long ago, when I was a freshman in high school, we all gathered into the gymn to listen to a public speaker. The last topic that he discussed with us was the Miraculous Medal of Our Lady. He told us the story behind it and talked about the grace that one receives by wearing it and even by kissing it. When he was done he offered us all a free Miraculous Medal. So many students were moved by the speaker's words and most if not everyone rushed down to get one! I had never seen anything like it before.

Sometime afterwords I realized why these young people reacted the way that they did: they were told the truth. They didn't have an adult try to "relate to them" by being "cool." There were no gimicks, no bells and whistles, no goofy catch frases to grab their attention. These ridiculous methods don't bring about conversion. The only thing that they will bring is laughter. Teenagers won't take you seriously if you use these techniques. They'll think that our religion is a big joke. How come people resort to redecorating our already breathtakingly- beautiful faith? This makeover is making the Church look ugly! The Catholic Church has been around for thousands of years and over these two-thousand or so years it has received numerous converts by proclaiming nothing but the truth. It's as simple as that. So don't water down this enormous bonfire! The youth are searching for the truth and nothing less!